It's 9:46am and I am eating my lunch

I am super hungry today... not sure what my problem is.

Drake threw a huge fit this morning... epically bad. Well - he announced himself to the neighborhood I suppose.

I feel so frustrated. I want to do things right - but he pushes me beyond reason sometimes.
I do know that last night was the first nighti in the new place and change is hard.
I also know that he spent three days at his Dad's house and transition back home is hard - - AND he didn't actually fall asleep until almost 10 last night because of all the change.

Tonight is back to regular bedtime. There might even be a bath involved... which should be interesting trying to get the blue out of his hair.

I love that baby. I just want to equip him for life's challenges... so frustrated

This mom is tired.

Thursday Thursday Thursday.

It's Friday and I am spent

and I don't mean my paycheck. That isn't until next week.

This week as knocked the crap out of me. I feel like good things have happened in there too.
My spirits are high. I am just oh so tired.

I put D to bed early last night. The difference in his attitude this morning was dramatic.
It totally confirmed for me. D has an 8 o' clock bedtime. No budging.
It does put a damper on mid-week visits with Riah... but with her job change - those are probably out the window anyway.

I feel at peace with all the change in my life right now.
I just need a good nights sleep.

Early bedtime for everyone :D

i am getting excited about having a kitchen again... and baking pumpkin chocolate chip bread.

i wish i magically had four more work hours in this day.

Drake's morning song

"Good Morning, my darling,
I am glad that you're alive.
The sun got up and so should you
it's time to rise and shine
You are so full of awesome
my favorite four year old
so hurry up you sleep head
before your food gets cold.

My prayer for you this morning
Be Gracious, Courageous, & Loved.
Live big Give big Love big
This life is a gift from God Above.
You are a mighty warrior,
of this I have no doubt.
Your Momma loves you OH SO MUCH
it's time to sing and shout.

Good Morning My Darling
I am glad that you're alive
The sun got up and so should you
It's time to rise and shine.
You are so full of awesome.
My favorite 4 year old.
So hurry up you sleepy head
before your food gets cold."