Dear Dickwad

I think you are a terrible person.
I used to love you. Even after I stopped loving you, I loved the idea of you.

I really wish that I could just never look into your face ever again.
That would bring me so much joy.

Instead however, I look into your face every single day, in the face of our son.
Who I love with every cell in my being.

Guess what though, you are a douche waffle... and if you teach our son your douchewafflery, I will lose my shit on you... #truth

He is going to know how to honor a woman - her mind, body, and spirit.
He is going to know what it means to put in a hard day's work without complaint... to feel proud of his accomplishments, and to fight like hell for the ones he loves.

He is going to know what it is to protect, and care, and lead... to be the spiritual leader of his home, to stand before his creator and feel at peace with his choices.. to be a real man...

and guess what?? he is going to learn that from me because you are too much of a coward.
I hate that you are weak.... weak minded, weak spirited, weak intellectually, weak emotionally, totally and utterly ruled by your desires.

I feel sorry for you actually... sorry that you couldn't see what a gift you had and now you have to replicate it with your whore of a girlfriend.

For the record. I am not sorry that I left.

I am only sorry that I waited so long.

I hope that you get an std and become infertile because for realz - - you can't even handle the one kid you have left.

eat crap and go away..


all my love.

-J