serious weirdness

I feel like God is burning away the parts of me that don't matter or are ultimately hurting me.
This process blows.
I am trying to keep it all in perspective. It's all a process.

This morning I forgave Richard.
It felt surprisingly anticlimatic... mostly because I think I actually forgave him a while ago, but hadn't put it in words before.

I don't love him anymore... but I don't hate him either
I am not a victim, and he is not a villain, we are just people who loved once.

Refiner's fire, my heart's one desire
Is to be holy
Set apart for You, Lord
I choose to be holy
Set apart for You, my Master
Ready to do Your will