Hello Again Me, It's nice to see you again

I hit a wall this morning (figuratively not actually).
I woke up for my all day Saturday class on stress mgmt.
I also came to the realization that over 4 days I had spent less than 4 hours with my baby...
What did I do?

totally quit school and refocused my energies on the crap that is important.
I don't feel bad about it and I thought I would.
I am worried that people I respect will be upset, but when push comes to shove, this momma picks her baby any day of the week.

I am not sure how to tie off the loose ends with all of that, but I will work it out.
I can't allow fear to keep me from making the hard decisions.